[She controls a long, slow inhale. She's really beyond the stage of thinking no one gives a damn. It is, much to her aggravation, what keeps her on a more steady current these days. However, it is true that when she's angry at herself, it fits much more neatly into her sense of vindication to assume everyone else will find her just as disgusting. So he's right, in the end, and she takes it because he cares.]
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The color of what?