[She really should have known, and she starts laughing at herself faintly, leaning over to rest her forehead on his shoulder.]
I know there's no point, you know. I heard what you said to Karl, weeks ago. It's all I really wanted, for a long time. Was for Barbet to care about me enough that he'd shoot me. He's not here. There's no point. But it's not like something better has come up. [She's kept her tone low and relatively even, and although Rex looks up at her curiously - (she's only shaking a little) - he doesn't react too much. She laughs again, darkly.] Hn. A couple of times, I thought maybe Blonde was good enough. I liked him. He promised he'd ash me if I didn't breathe. That was good enough.
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I know there's no point, you know. I heard what you said to Karl, weeks ago. It's all I really wanted, for a long time. Was for Barbet to care about me enough that he'd shoot me. He's not here. There's no point. But it's not like something better has come up. [She's kept her tone low and relatively even, and although Rex looks up at her curiously - (she's only shaking a little) - he doesn't react too much. She laughs again, darkly.] Hn. A couple of times, I thought maybe Blonde was good enough. I liked him. He promised he'd ash me if I didn't breathe. That was good enough.
[And then someone's big mouth ruined that.]