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➹BEEPER

"It had better be an emergency."
→ PAGE
→ TEXT
→ CALL
→ ACTION
→ TROLL

Now he's catching up.

you didn't sound too interested in being forgettable. i gave up when i realised you wouldn't be.

and that i had a friendship i'd sooner not screw up.

Thank you, Robert. Can I call you that right now, I feel like we're at a moment where I should emphasise that hearing - reading - that does mean a lot to me.

Not just the compliment and flattery. I think you're very attractive, and I thought it back then as well, but you represented an idea of a man to me at the start which did not fall under what would be considered a 'type', if we talk about that. And I'm not just saying that because you weren't secretly gay or a demon in disguise or something of the sort. But more because you seemed formal and serious and professional, hot chocolate and nice mouth aside, and basically the complete opposite of what I've ever been used to.

And I'm much happier that you managed to spark curiosity enough to know that you can be a complete laugh.

I should stop texting now.

...i could be secretly gay?

[It's okay, this is not a confession.]

I'm not saying you can't be. You can be. I doubt anyone would judge you negatively if you came out.

no, i mean if that's what you consider hot. secretly means i wouldn't have to act on the gay part, right?

you can call me robert whenever you want.

...I haven't got some homosexuality fetish, if that's what you're saying - it was a joke, that's not actually my TYPE?

mae. i'm joking about your joke.

Look, I'm stuck explaining things.

i was explaining that i was joking about your joke.

so you shot me down because you thought i was too professional for you?

Shot you down because I didn't want to be a one night thing. Shot you down, also, because I'd come fresh from having an epiphany in my own world about feelings and other people.

both better reasons. what was the epiphany?

Feelings. Love. For someone

I thought

Chase, please.

you still had feelings for someone? that's not something you need to explain.

Thanks.

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