Look, if I said anything I shouldn't've, I'm sorry.
[Merlin, she's horrific at this.]
It's dinner, Chase, because I've been awful about the other times. It hasn't got to be any more complicated than that. Not even sure how to do complicated, anyway.
I'm not, I promise. Just wanted to make sure. I mean—
[She doesn't want to throw around "friend" again and she doesn't want to throw in "concerned," either, though both are true. So she goes with - ]
I've known you the longest here. [ - which says a bit of both.] I know it doesn't feel like it to you, but whatever the case, I'm fond and I miss hanging out with you properly. That's all.
[She has to pause to think how long, exactly. She hit four years in December.]
Definitely before I got to my first year here. [She breathes out a laugh.] I've been acquainted with other people from around then, but actually known? That's you. Would've been Amory if he hung around.
[He showed up barely a month after her. Odd that she kept track of these things, but what else can you do here?]
[She shakes her head on her end, though he can't see her. Not his fault. The next thing has her smiling a little and it leaks into her voice a bit, but it's quiet.]
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i've just... gotten used to a certain way of relating to people. women. and it's hard to get back out, even when i should.
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Because texting sucks.]
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Hi.
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[Merlin, she's horrific at this.]
It's dinner, Chase, because I've been awful about the other times. It hasn't got to be any more complicated than that. Not even sure how to do complicated, anyway.
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[Oh if only he didn't know how to do complicated.]
It's great.
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[A pause. Then, a little more gently,]
Hey. You alright?
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[She doesn't want to throw around "friend" again and she doesn't want to throw in "concerned," either, though both are true. So she goes with - ]
I've known you the longest here. [ - which says a bit of both.] I know it doesn't feel like it to you, but whatever the case, I'm fond and I miss hanging out with you properly. That's all.
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You've known me the longest, really? I don't think I've asked how long it's been.
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Definitely before I got to my first year here. [She breathes out a laugh.] I've been acquainted with other people from around then, but actually known? That's you. Would've been Amory if he hung around.
[He showed up barely a month after her. Odd that she kept track of these things, but what else can you do here?]
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[There's the squeak of an office chair as he sits, a slow exhalation.]
Sometimes, when I stop by [Building 12, he means, the apartment that never really belonged to him] ...it feels like other people are there.
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Still feels like that to me, too.
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